sadness

i really hate this whole delt/cornellian thing. i want it to die already and just be over with. and even though i have been told that it wasn't supposed to leave cssg, i'm pretty sure it did because (a certain person) will look at me, but [s/he] won't speak to me. [s/he] hasn't even said hi to me since wednesday. for example, this morning i was sitting right across from [him/her] at breakfast, and instead of asking me how i was or something like everyone else, [s/he] looked at me, then started talking to someone else. and people say that, if [s/he]doesn't want to be my friend, it's [his/her] loss, and etc. and i've been saying that at least i'm graduating and leaving in a month and i won't have to deal with it anymore, but it's so stupid and i don't want [s/he] to not be my friend and i don't want to have to have the attitude of at least i'm leaving in order to deal wtih it. it just, in general, is a sucky situation and the worst part is, that at least one of the delts will say hi to me. [and i did have names, but is it really important who? the point is, the whole situation sucks donkey balls.]

plus, there are other people on this campus for whom a slow and painful death would be too kind for. *guh*

and lastly, my stuff is hung, but needs to be straightened. which is what tomorrow is for. after i get back from ottumwa. mm...yeah...