i am disinclined to acquiesce to your request

if brenda is going to ignore the three, yes that's THREE availability forms i have filled out in the last two months, she should just say that to me.  and then i could say "fuck you, bitch!" except not really because i'm a huge wuss when it comes to telling people off.  which is why i'm still going in on days i say i can't work and why i'm still getting scheduled for them.  because apparantly she likes walking all over people.  and apparantly i am letting her.  so i work on sunday, when i vehemently am opposed to working on the DAY OF REST.  (being a pk you have to expect certain eventualities in me, including a resistance to work on sunday.)

last night i went to ian's party.  and got really drunk.  and called laura like five hundred times.  and then today i went to a wine tasting at hy-vee with him, melody and anna.  i tried about a dozen various wines, almost all of them were either rieslings or sparkling wines. it was pretty fabulous, but it was really crowded and hot.  i also got to eat fondue and jalapeno poppers.  this was all on top of two bowls of chili that i had just made and consumed.  nobody ever said i was starving to death.

in closing, a photograph of melody in my car after we went outside at hy-vee.  we were sitting outside, then it suddenly started to pour.