whiny

all i want is to have one lousy job. but NOOO...gainful employment is apparantly too much to be asking for. i even perused a website about cruise line jobs a few minutes ago as attractive the idea of the sun and sea might be, i really don't know about me + lots of random strangers. this was after i talked to my friend john today and briefly considered teaching english in another country until i remembered i wouldn't be able to teach a fish to swim, let alone english to a non-speaker.

so to kill time (and to clear out space in my room) i've started cleaning again. which means taking everything apart:

my closets look pretty much like that too right now.

i'm so flipping bored!